May 9, 2009
Facing my very first fear, the fear of Heights, Acrophobia. For some people it may be very difficult to face it. I tried facing it ONCE by Parasailing, guess what happened. I had fun, but I never dare to try it again for it was very scary for me, especially when you’re flying over the dark deep blue/greenish sea and the people on the boat will just slow down just so that the person parasailing will touch the ocean. AGAIN! I have a phobia too with Sharks (Selachophobia).
Why am I talking about this? Cause today, I tried to face my fears again. Here’s how it all started. Only 20 students from Year 10A and 10B could go. I was one of the 20 “chosen ones” in my class. Thank God! I didn’t have any idea on where we’re going. We actually went to that Ministy Of WAKWAK, I have no idea what the place is called.. Lets just call it the Ministry Village. It was World Water Day 2009. Serially, I was told to wear PE since there were activites and shit. But no, we just saw projects and other stuffs. I was talking very random just now, from Sims 3 to Aircon to Geo Projects and to Outdoor Activites. Then someone told me that there’s flying fox outside. Thought he was kidding since he heard me talking about Outdoor Activites. And it was true, Outdoor Activites there was!
We started of with this Painting thingy, hahaha felt like a kid back there. Then I had to shoot these tennis balls onto the holes on the wall? Lol! Its weird. But the hard part is that we have to carry buckets like those farmers, we have to carry them on our shoulders like NYEH! This is easy. But its not! You have to walk on pipes and the pipes are so slippery if you’re wearing converse. Hehe I was wearing Nike ;P There was like.. a Puddle of water in the middle, I was like “Shit, if I fall and get wet, I don’t have clothes to change into”. So yea, I felt like carrying a cross under a hot bloody arse sun. Everytime I was about to fall I go “oh shit!” “oh Nigahiga!
And then… FLYINGFOX TIME! We actually thought it was free, but it wasn’t. Flyingfox was 2 bucks and Abseiling was 1 buck. I got the money from.. my teacher! HAHAHAHA! My friends are like going for it, so might as well try too, eventhough I’m afraid. Started shaking when they were putting equipment on me. I was going up the thing being ready and prepared to face my fears, again. Clipped onto the flyingfox. Funny thing is there was this Walkie talkie next to me, it was like saying “Flyingfox, go.” I was like, WAIT! Let me pray. Lol! So yea! I went on and I went weeeeeeeeeeeeee`~ down to the next point, halfway there I shouted “NIGGAAAA!”. Seriously, I have no idea whats up with me and that word.
Ran back to the point where everyone was waiting to get on their equipments since I’m going for the Abseiling too. Oh! One of my classmates, went on the flying fox and he got stuck. Like really stuck and he was up high, and he didn’t know what to do, he was just hanging there waiting for rescue? ;P don’t worry, the BARA (Brunei Adventures Recreation Association) people were there to fix the problem. One of th BARA people were like “Lucky you guys saw that.. Cause if you’re stuck like that, it can always be fixed.” Like 0_0 okayy.. Abseiling took forever! It was like 11.40am already, and we had to go. But we want to try it! So yea I went up.. Even higher than the Flying Fox. Shit, the whole thing was like moving due to the wind. And it was hard climbing up on steep arse stairs! So yea, Dee went down before me. She was really scared. Then comes my turn, FCUUUKK! I was so high above, I didn’t want to look down. The Head of BARA was like “Do you trust me..?” lol! I said, “Yea, suree.. you’re head of BARA so yea.” ;P crap lah, fcuking scary when I had to place my feet on air like, you’re just gonna fall off in a snap. But no. The head of BARA was like “You’re a very brave girl.” FELT SO HAPPY! HAHAHAHAHA! But yea, Abseiling and Flyingfox is for me to get prepared for The Amazing Race Asia shit. HAHAHAHAHA! What? I Want to join!
Hella fun, that acutally was the best field trip ever. Going back to school was stupid, since Cher Melany told the bus driver to take the shortcut at the back of the school, guess what, MELANY DOESN’T EVEN KNOW WHERE THE SHORTCUT IS! Dammit, we went for joyrides and stuff like, “YEA WASTE TIME! I DON’T WANT COMPUTER CLASS!”. From the start of the shortcut til’ school, it takes like what 2 – 3 minutes. But then, we went in different directions which took us 10 minutes -.-‘ haha, but thank god, school ended when we reached there.
Haha, Now, I’m typing, and falling asleep.. hehe, I don’t know if I have pictures since my friends are the ones taking photos (Malay friends) so yea, I want to show proof that I did do the Flyingfox and Abseiling. But hopefully I will find them!
I’m gonna get going.. so ttyl`~ (x
Woo`~ FIREfox! MOZILLA!
yoshii`~ 2:32 PM
April 29, 2009
Currently listening to: Jizzed in my Pants.
“People make mistakes, so deal with it”
People, sorry for not updating.. Been busy lately with school, netball and jamlegend? LMAO !
Today, was NOT a fun day at all.. especially when I tried making everyone happy, doesn’t seem to work.. Justeen’s been down lately, Dee has been crying due to some problem with Alister. The scary, most awesome, sudden moment that happened today was that Mickko, got so mad for what Alister said about Dee.. He went up to Alister and I followed behind since, I wanna see some action (x so all my classmates are there at the hillside of the school talking with Alister, feeling happy.. then WHAMM ! Mickko pushed Alister and started shouting at him, like HOMAGAD. See if you mess with us WDs, Mickko will come out and kick your arse! Back to the shit.. Alister made a lie saying it was Eddie who started it.. Gosh man, Mickko was so scary, Alister had to make a lie just to get away from Mickko. But, I’m not gonna mention the whole story..
Fcuk’d up lah this day.. Oh we had a match against JIS today for netball, and guess what.. I DIDN’T EVEN PLAY! Why? Cuz I left my IC at home.. again, why? I had stomach cramps then teacher Melany called and started shouting saying that I’m late and everything in tagalog that I didn’t even understood. Rushed to my bag, threw whatever that is important for sports like my shirt, towel and my water bottle. My water bottle was only like what 2/4 full? I didn’t get a chance to refill it… so I was in a rush, really in a rush and pressured. Shockingly the bus came to my house like what the fcuk lah ! I said I’m on the way -.-‘ nearly got ticked off, remembering that I forgot something. When we were far from my house already.. FCUK ! I LEFT MY WALLET IN MY OTHER BAG ! what to do? I was Pressured! Told Janno to find my Wallet and get my IC to give it to teacher Agerico so that He can come by before he goes to ISB. When Janno rushed to school, crap! Agerico left! That’s why I didn’t play for the game. Even Pong, Bilah and Syaz didn’t play..
The good players didn’t play. So the Captain, Maria got pissed. I didn’t have the mood anymore of cheering for the team, since Maria was really mad.. I don’t like seeing Mar being pissed, she’s scary when she gets pissed. Score was 31 – 0. amazing huh? Its JIS anyway, even though if I was in, we will still lose since they’re tall and fast. But yea, what was awesome today was that Juan (one of my Idols in Basketball girls) actually knows and remembers me. LOL ! I know I go sakai over things so easily. She asked why I didn’t play, well I gave her my reason “No IC.. =\” got my mood back slightly after that and the coconut drink. Didn’t want to talk to Mar, she’s too scary to talk with when she’s mad. She even fought with Syaz at school using words.. I pity Pong, she too was scared of Mar being pissed. & thank god Umi wasn’t pissed at us cuz she knows everyone makes mistakes, and its just a game.. there’s always a Next time.
Imma end my post with some quotes.
“I Jizzed in my pants..”
“OMG! HOT GUY ALERT!”
“you call that a Ferrari car? Looks fake, Lets call it a Safari.”
“Why are girls and guys who studies in the philippines think they’re soo.. famous?”
- karmina`~
“Now I know why I like watching Netball, you see girls stretch, stretch and more stretching!”
-Izaq`~
Marlo: I need something for my sore throat..
Mina: Don’t you want the coconut drink?
Marlo: okay, its good anyway..
Mina looks at richelle buying a drink**
Mina: ehy richelle bought a lemon drink!
Marlo: huh?! WHAT? Uhm *looks at the lady pouring the coconut in the cup
NOOOO !
“Hey third, I can see your bones”
-Richelle`~
“See albert! Kiko is caring for you!”
-Umi H.
.. is caring for you? HAHAHAHAHA!
“I say SUPER SOLDIER, not ONG BAK!”
-Janno`~
(8) I JIZZED IN MY PANTS.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! catchy song
yoshii`~ 9:50 PM
March 30, 2009
I dislike the Month called..
March.
This is when small pieces of my life..
Fly awayy..
yoshii`~ 5:34 PM
March 22, 2009
THURSDAYYY`~
Last day of 1st Term.. I only had like 15 - 18 classmates when we were suppose to be 30 - 32 students. Class was so Echo-ish. & we actually didn't do anything except Maths. I came to school for Accounts and Computer, but WE DIDN'T study at all ! What a waste.. but I managed to see 1/2 of my mates though ^^ before I head of to church. During the free POA period. We were all playing around.. Shin trying hard to go over Chairs and Tables while the class stares and laughs at her. We sang the "follow the leader" remix, and sang other R&B songs with along with Chelle, Shin and Qawi. But, it sucks.. there was no video taken cuz we don't have phones & Izaq (he always brings a phone) but yea.. only took pictures during dismissal.
the new Barbero&Barbera Clan (wtf) 'World Domination'. Plus Bryan ;P

plus Bryan agaiin.

THURSDAY afternoon`~
INTERNET INTERNET INTERNET.. MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC.. MESSAGE MESSAGE MESSAGE.. & then, Packed my things for 30 Hour Famine.
Head off to church.. Attended Mass and Weeee`~ met the Seria and KB people again !
registration started off with 200+ people !

had dinner..

father Paul, giving his 45 min. speech.

then we had a game called 'wizard, elf & giant'. somehow like scissors paper rock.

we were divided into teams..
team Chris.. i'm in this team ! x)

& team... ah crap, i forgot the team name ! just call them team losers. cuz they lost HAHAHA !

then back to listening to some talk, about rules and regulations..

we had praise and worship after that ;D

our Security man.. Alwin

before lights out, leaders had a small meeting..

most of us girls slept on the stage, others slept in room 1 and others on the main floor. xP
had a lil' chat with Sarah, Mel, Chaddy and Vee. lol 'LOVE4'? HAHAHA !


all the guys slept on the floor, & a few in the library.

oh yea, there was a border between the boys and girls on the floor.

parish hall was freezing.. everyone went to sleep.. i guess ?
wake up call was at 5.30am.. and guess what..
EVERYONE WOKE UP AT 4am just to take a shower 0_0
well most of us took a shower early..
but we didn't.. line was too long, it takes 10mins to get one cubicle free.
we took a shower after praise aerobics x)

we waited for the people in the showers to finish..

when everyone's back in the hall.. we somehow got lectured for waking up very early
cuz the leaders too, have to wake up early ;P

then ohh.. everyone's outside ;D

alright.. praise aerobics !





guys at the back were not dancing, so we all sat and let the guys dance instead ;P


back in the Parish hall for breakfast..

first session began.. its about.. Hunger ?

ya'know whats for lunch!? BREAD, EGG, JAM, KAYA, PEANUT BUTTER and MILO !
I'm like.. where's the RICE !? We're gonna starve for 30 hours
and this is what we got for our last meal before famine starts -.-'


this is what my group (Macedonian) did.. No one ate it.. since it looks weird
who wants to eat egg with jam !? 0.0

we had nap time.. as the leaders promised ;P


the bahasa group started to play some songs..

we said our pledge.. lol ! yea, a pledge for starving ;P

so here we are.. fasting for 30 hours

we had a talk.. about 'Infanticide'

then we were told to do something.. interesting


yepp.. we were told to clean the cemetery.




cemetery was filled with insects.. and loads of them.. EVEN SPIDERS AND CRICKETS !

we even prayed for the infants who are no longer here with us.

after 2 hours? of cleaning.. we all prayed for those babies who have died.
& then.. we all had a free time x) others nap'd.. others sang songs. and the rest
ARE IN LINE WAITING TO TAKE A SHOWER
it was our last shower til 30 hour famine ends.



head off to church for Station of the Cross and Mass.


so here we are.. back at the parish. FREEZING COLD I TELL YOU!

we then.. watched a movie 'The Boy in Striped Pajamas'. Freaky movie i tell you.
No, not scary. BUT freaky.

taize night was after that. weeeee`~ my favorite part.



now.. we didn't sleep in the parish hall. this time we slept outside.. with cardboard boxes!
it was fun.. it was not raining.. thank god for that.
we saw Shooting stars ;)





we all woke up at Wake up call this time. since non of us could take a bath ;P
& we all were starving..

we painted our hands for our banner ;)


another talk. by Fr. Arin


JM drew something on their Group Name.. aint it coo`~

we were told to do a play for each group.. for the Top 10 Hunger stories and
Top 5 Thirst stories from the bible.


before we did our play.. we prayed the Rosary
which was performed Live by the leaders.

then.. we had our play. x)



bahasa group played again.. everyone's taking photos
dancing around as famine was ending.




Got our Famine shirts. Head straight for one last Mass with the SKB Youth and Temburong Youth.

GROUP PHOTO !

again, back at the parish hall.. starving and excited for food!


30 Hour Famine Ended! & FOOOD GLORIOUS FOOOOOD !

the sad part.. SKB youth leaving Bandar :(




one by one.. everyone left.
It was an awesome start for the holidays and for the weekend.
30 Hour Famine '09
Got to hang out with the YFC again..
As much as i miss you all (YFC),
hopefully, i'll have time to join the Band again..
;)
fin`~
yoshii`~ 2:35 PM
March 16, 2009
'I don't want to wake up today, 'cuz every day's the same.' - Simple Plan
Exactly ! Every single day I wake up, I think of the same bloody problem. Arrrgh ! But yea, might as well blog about Saturday.
Kevin's farewell. Yepp.. People who came were Izaq, Mickko, Rona, Kiko, Chelsea, Barry, Britanny, Janno, Kevin and I. Izaq and Me went to Netcom first just to play CoD World At War with the JIS people. But, seriously.. all I wanted to do is to go to bandar and kick someone's arse then sleep. Alriight, went to the back side of the Mall where the "Gadong Beach" is but technically it was High tide so there was no beach at all. Saw Chelsea and Janno talking and Mickko was at an elevated area where he is like singing and air guitaring to his music ;P Rona and Kiko were basicly talking.
We ended up inside the boring Mall. -.-' walk here, walk there.. argh its boring. Ate at Pizza Hut and I hated it. -.-' we pay'd extra for the service charged like what the fcuk lah. -.-' we all decided to hang around centrepoint but when we reached there, it was raining like hell ! ended up waiting at Jollibee with Barry, Britanny, Janno, Kevin and Chelsea. The rest didn't catched up. Ya'know what we did.. we RAN BACK ! all soaked wet. -.-' ended up with the rest of the crew. Mall was effing cold.. x( & Mickko's plan was.. TO GO TO CENTREPOINT ! 0.0 so again, we ran in the rain just to get to centrepoint and hang around the swimming pool area.
What they did up there was freaking childish and awesome.. we were all moody looking filled with problems, emo much. so all the guys were dancing in the rain plus Chelsea and Rona. & guys were insane ! They were sliding on the floor while it was raining like OMG ! Mickko saw the Fountain of "Youth" HAHAHA ! and took a dip in it, so did kiko. Shit lah, they were all soaking wet. Rona took a video but its on Facebook not on Youtube -.-' I didn't play in the rain cuz I was in White shirt ;P hahaha !
When we reached McDo.. thats when we all split up into groups. Others went to coffezone just to watch Football (yea, liverpool won !), others waited outside McDo for a ride home. While Izaq, Janno and I went to Netland and play Left 4 Dead ! Well only me actually.. they were playing Moo Moo Town ;P I joined them.. got the HIGHEST KILL ! BOO YAAA !! It was worth going.. had an awesome shitty day. Went home at 11.30pm ^^
not going famine due to her`~ -.-'
yoshii`~ 5:57 PM
March 13, 2009
check this out !

rugged eh ! ;P hahaha ! I love avatar so much, so i decided to make a movie poster for my computer project & i'm fire bending x) this is like, somehow part of this Manga Justeen and Mickko are gonna do. about each and everyone of us friends with special animal ability. and i chose to be a Dragon ! x) cuz flying and fires are cooo`~ and blue ones.. are wayyyy cooler. so yea, 1 computer project down. 2 more to go !
oh, if this poster was big.. you could see my dragon eye and the fire element tattoo on my face. xD everything was made from scratch. Made the fireballs by blending options. got the flames from the internet then cloned them. got the dragon from deviantart (thank you! whoever made it). took me 4 - 5 hours to edit the lighting and effects. See the jacket I'm wearing.. its actually red, but red doesn't look good with blue fireballs. At least black blends with the background. I'm gonna change the title to 'Secret of Fire Bending' since the title riight now doesn't errr.. sound right. :D
I'm sure most of you will think I didn't do it. -.-' but I did. My guide for Photoshop.. Use the tutorials from the Net ;P hehehe.
cheers`~
yoshii`~ 5:05 PM
March 12, 2009
don't you just hate it when one of the important people in your life deletes you on friendster even though i don't use fs anymore & when people deletes or blocks you on MSN..? what the eff lahh.. -.-' i thought best friends are there for everything. but, i was wrong. i'm sure everyone has tons and tons of best friends in their life, but for me..? i only had one, and i lost it. thought that they're there for everything, thought that they have the same likes and dislikes as you, but no.. everyone's different. everyone around me, they're just my friends and close friends.. why ? cuz they don't fit in as a best friend. when a best friend has a boyfie, im sure you and your best friend will always share those interesting moments. but mine..? no, not one single share.. even when she's down, she doesn't bother to tell me why. she doesn't even bother to tell me who she's with.
urgh, life's fucked up already. -.-' and this problem comes up. what i want to do, is to go to her house, knock on her door, if she answers the door, i'm gonna throw flipflops or dead fish on her face. If it's her rents who answers the door, imma tell them that she has a boyfie aged 17 - 18.. while she's just 13. don't give a damn if she cuts herself or cries like the witch from 'Left 4 Dead'.
you my "friend".. are dead to me.
~`~
& how you all been doing? ;D hehe.. kinda pissed off and sad back there. so enough with the yin and yang shit, what i've been searching and google.ing on are those 3 stars and a sun (?) shirt and other products by the Philippines. Saw Izzah wearing those shirts at school, & i want to get one, buuuutt.. i dont want the one which says "pride" cuz im not really that proud to be pinoy.. i just like the designs and the combinations. (: no offense yea.
i'll just head off.. COMPUTER PROJECT DAMMIT ! my classmates passed their effing project today. -.-' and im like, 'dammit.' they're projects are, errr.. just average. ;P haha freak. i haven't started ! so im ONDAWAII TO START AND FARAWAAII FROM FINISHING THE PROJECT. xD ciao `~
birds in my ears`~
yoshii`~ 10:29 PM